I am confused..............

Today was the worst day of my life.....me and my group of frenz were always together.....we named ourselves the sweetix family.....but today.....we got broken up.....my heart was heartbroken.....Tammy, Nicole were on one side and on the other side was Syafiqah, Jia min.....i love Jia Min and Tammy but now that they are both split up.....i dunno who to go to.....if i go to Jia Min then Tammy would not want me anymore.....but if i go to Tammy then Jia Min would not want me anymore.....but Tammy and Jia Min have helped me a lot.....and i love them both as much EQUALLY.....so now i am very confused.....what to do.....no matter how much i begged Jia Min to give them one more chance.....the more she hates me for supporting them.....BUT finally i managed to convince Jia Min to give Tammy and Nicole one more chance.....i hope that they.....sorry.....WE.....will not break up or split up anymore.....but until then.....i still dunno hu to go to.....i am really very confused.....